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I miss those time..

Happen to browse through some of the picture taken during my army. Stir up a lot of memories. Those very very happy days spent with all my brothers. Like Jiayi, Junxian, Zhenhao, Qinghe, Ting Feng and basically all the HQ people.

I remember those time we chiong at lighthouse where we meet Karen they all, fell in love, fell out of love togther. Even, fell for the same girls for a very long time. But that also never takes our friendship away, still is the best of brothers. Ya, and chiong ChinaBlack thrice very week, pick up girls and let girls pick us up. Yeah, those are good old days. Nothing to worry, just play and play, trouble come, all brothers chiong. Dawn till the next morning, then attend parade till I drop in parade square.

Joined NDP, go lightstrike course, amour course, driver course and rotted together and stuff. Change camp, move to different camps. ( we really went to a lot a lot of camps loh )
A podium dancer took this for us.

Qing He is MOS

Group photo before going to dbl O

Oversea exercises or oversea trips are all fun with you guys. Indonesia, Australia and Malaysia. Although tough but with you guys around, I wasn't afraid a little bit. Went to 'hooster' in Australia, when to Sentosa 'Sakura' together, waiting for 0245 impatiently. Yeah, those happening days..

Jun Xian waving those ringet and say "Kun Swee Mar Mar"


All waiting impatiently to go Sakura lah

Time flies, 4 years of bond with them had already came to an end, everyone was busy with everyone's work. I really miss those days when we are all together, confinement lah, COS lah and outfield lah.. So miss those days. I really never regret signing on and known you guys loh. And I know most of you (army friends) will not have the time to check out my blog one loh. But nvm, its okie..

Qing He bday.


I dunno why, now it can't do what I like to do, I can't say what I wanna say. Fighting alone in this battlefield, fighting really hard. I may look cheerful and happy go lucky type. But I am hiding something inside. So confined, I felt so restricted. Watching all my actions, making sure not to be a bad influence for other 'type' of peoples around me. Watch my language, speak English. That is totally not me loh. KNN and CCB used to be my punctuation. Must happen once everytime I speak. I really had a hard time tuning back.

Now, I am still in culture shock, like moving from that world to this world. I cannot adept at all. I am already half way through my Poly life already, I never really myself and I am not going to be for the rest of my Ngee Ann life. That's it man. I am going to face this fucking battlefield all by myself liao. All by myself.

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Nice?

This banner alone, I spent 4 freaking hours on it. Just wanna get all the technic correct lo. Those technic is very basic and useful.. So I make sure I understand them first loh. To some people, this banner can be created in 5 minutes.



Eileen's cute cute baby

Eileen's baby girl.
So long never hear from her. I went to her friendster and saw her recent photos. Dunno why, I just ripped them off. I want to have a photo of her and her baby. Because I felt right doing so.
I am a paranoid..

This video rocks man. The grandma is so ignorant about English swearing words and keep asking his grandson (assume) to teach her to pronoun. I find it kinda funny, and the grandma is really cute loh. Well, but she attempt to pronoun some correctly


See this very cute girl perform "bian lian" (change face), a long lost chinese art originated form china. At the convenience of her own house. Wao, that's whats girl does at home when they are bored ya.
(with nice techno song)


I would like to share this banned movie by "Royston Tan" Director of (881) and (12 lian hua). This movie was long produced many years ago and won numberous award and Royston Tan is famous for scripting Singapore relevant theme, like for this "ganster theme". Watch the full movie on youtube here
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Why is it that all the exams had to be having the highest weightage? Now, I am complete demoralized by my brain's retaining power. They are so narrow and they can't hold a lot. The things that I learnt few weeks ago, I completely can't recall them.

It is fustrating that all the hard work for the whole semster to get good grade seem to be de-energized at the very last minute. I don't know if it is the pressure of exam or what? I tend to get very distracted during exam period. I burnt my nights on quiz and CT, but I sleep my way when exams are around the corner.

With Geotech, Math and WSH having 40% for exam. Whether I will be eating porridge or eating rice, depends on them liao. It is the final one week of agony, let me bite my teeths hard (咬紧牙关) , shit on the wall (发奋途墙) and chiong to get my fanastic 4.

Does hard work really pay off?
(abstract...)

p/s: Orange told me my korean name is 황사람들추. I can't understand why got 5 syllabus? Anyone help me to decipher?
Look at those gargantuan durian. we spent $30 for it. It have the name called 百年老树 “苏丹王”
Offer liao but one still cost us $10!! And there is all they have.

If you notice ar. This durian uncle keep repeating some very interesting and creative sentences. They are kind of catchy and cheeky. Example:

吃了保你想不到???
Eat already, you cannot think.

哇,这个给你飞天。
This one give you fly up the sky.

They manage to convince me not because their durian is good, but more of the person selling it is very interesting.

Wah, basically you see how satisfy Shihao was.

We watched "money no enough 2" at CCK. Honestly, it wasn't up to my expectation. But nonetheless, it wasn't dissappointing as well. I expected it to be a comedy but turn out, it became more of a mortal educational show, showcase you the kinship between brothers and parents. Well, a bit touching but not as touching as the "going home" (korean show).

They blend in comedia factor with some mortal factor. In the end you get a not so here and not so there result. I prefer the part one as it is more focus on talking about singapore politics.

It okie to relax once in a while, watch a movie with friend even though its one day before exam. Studying at eleven hours don't produce good result. I going to rest early tonight, so my brain will work better tomorrow. Weeeeee
I have been offline for sometime. I am not doing self reflection. I am meditating.
I am resting my body and mind as I am enjoying these serenity. I don't play well with other. I need to isolate myself and study in tranquil.
I need extra joules for tomorrow PM CT2. I need to hit target. I need to work hard. I need redbull.
Bless me for tonight, I will get them all at the back of my head.

Went for make up interview for my I&E. Cause I never turn up last week because I completely forget about it. Teacher questioned me for my commitment in our event. I was dumb founded. Not because I didn't do anything. Because the things I did wasn't so call like a task. It sort of all the initiation I made to hold all the meeting and stuff.

He say I risk failing my module unless I can provide evidence that I did do my part as a publicity. But I actually deleted those email cause I thought everything was over. But in the end I convinced him to pass me lah. I think he was trying to act all serious of failing me but I don't think he had the intention at all.

Fallout 3, the mega mega game that I had been waiting for seven years. Fuck, seven years are a long time okie. The company 'interplay' went bankrupt halfway into the game after the mega hit of Fallout 2. I thought it was discontinued. Heng, another company takes over.

It previous series hit the top chart for turn based RPG. I guess most of you never play that before and will likely never going to play it. Because it was a 7 years old technology. But you all should try Fallout 3 with lastest 3D engine development which will be coming out in the 4th quater of 2008.. I can't wait to get my hand on it.


ALERTS!!

OUTWARD BOUND opportunity

Mr Wee asked me to look for interested participant to join in this year OBS during september holidays. I think the slots are opened for year 1 and 2. Interested, can msg me or MSN me. I heard from him that its free of charge. Don't ask me question cause that was all I was told only. Actual date and whatever I also have no ideas.



I need coffee
I need red bull
I need Zzzz....

BE society Roller blading event

Today Society blading event was a success. Big thanks to all planning com and sub com. Especially, the very hard working siaw shi. Thanks for helping out whenever possible. From logistic to admin to instructor all was properly organized, with minimum cock up.

But some poor participant fell and hurted themselves. Sad case. Well, there probably the first warming up event for us, and more of happening event awaiting. "Mix and Splash" is around the corner. Looking forward to do all the deep bonding together. We would be like brothers and sisters going through thicks and thins liao. Haha..
So after the whole event, some of us stayed back to go makan. Walk a long distance and decide to eat seperately casue some want air con, some wants cheap hawker. That's the problem with eating with a big grp. I am saying like with 14 ppl lah. Even the waitress at the restarant also scratch head. Can't find a table for us.

After our dinner, the skaters stayed back and continue to skate some more. Till bedok jetty. Some nice photo to share.




After that we went back to market to have a nice supper, then go arcade before heading back home. I enjoyed very much today. Haha

p/s: Michelle have all the picture for the event. Msg her on MSN.

I am vexed because...

I am totally not enjoying my life in school.

Cause people keep complaining that I didn't give respect to that person. I don't wanna name the name there. You had probably guessed who. So for my convenience, I name that person Ali. Don't ask me why Ali. No reasons.

Ali complained that sometime he talk to me I never reply. And I let someone cut into our conversation. But the actual fact is Ali is boring. He talk nonsensical stuff and joke. Ali like to act cute where I think it is like totally not cute. He fail to get my attention, so to speak.

I agree that I am not a saint. I not saying that I am correct and he is wrong. But when I forget to reply his question, he will give black face. Like that the whole world owed him money. I see that, I will avoid talking to him to prevent agitate him and myself, then the whole world assume that I did him wrong. He will then look like the victim and I will be the one who do him injustice.

That is no solution to our problem. I can't give him any attention at all. Cause I don't find I am enjoy his companion. He will carry on give me shit face, which will make him more agitated. When I am vex, I show attitude. He will suffer in silent again and make me look like "huai ren".

I prefer he would shout at me, that will give me a reason to "fan lian" with him. I hope I can graduate asap so Ali and I had to go our seperate ways. I hope we will never meet till the end of life.

This is really 在不对的时候,遇上不对的人。

p/s: btw Ali is not a bad person, just that we will never get along. Like magnet of the same pole, keep opposing each other. With perspective like parallel lines, they never meet. We will have integer number divide by zero cases of arguments.