Leave ur options open

The dark knight rises is a good movie although didnt make sense at the ending. All nolan movie didnt make sense. I lost myself yesterday night and found some interesting stuff laying around my house. A packet of opened ciggeratte with 20 sticks un smoked. A bottle of 驱风油 and a teeth bite on my arm. I love it when people appreciate my cooking although it is just instant noodle. I love the notion that girl offer to foot the bill although i insisted. There are still great girl around. 11th dec marks the end. A new chapter will unfold.

I didnt know i can still be attractive. I conceal my flamboyant side quite well these few years and all were not lost. I put on my cologne and spike my hair on ends and can still turn girl inside out. And i believe i am slowly recovering my confident, yes it does requires constant practice. These hormones excreted is contagious, it should shall flow through every cell and my collateral.

I realise spending money is a good feeling. I love to spend money still. While i quote myself, "money is wasted unless you spend it".

I realise i had been a good boy too long and this is what happen when a good guy turn bad. No one appreciate a good person. It is just ironic why people are just attracted to someone who dont give a damn.

Life is full of opportunities and around every corners so just leave your options open :)

I hate children and don't want any off spring

I grew more love towards my new tumblr blog, seem like I still consistently updating daily energy into it. Short, concise and simple.  And Ya, I cause updated a new template.

Talk about marriage. My parent weren't on good terms for so many years. It makes me crave to start a family early and invest my time and effort into a wholesome family. Think about going home every night with dinner ready and someone to hold up the family together and best with some children to mingle with my mother. That was how I visualize how I complete my life.

Since young, I thought ideally I should be married when I was 23. Then that was when my first GF broke off with me. My status was staying single for so many years. Then I thought ideally my age of marriage should be 25, and past 25 I was still single. I postponed to 28 that was when I had my second short lived relationship. Wasn't that attached to start a family then because I am still schooling and can't support myself. Moving on my next relationship lasted another 2 year plus. Still not ready and I am now 29. I totally given up on the ideal age of marriage. I decided to throw out and target to settle down at 35.

Some may think that it too old to start a family at 35. You know the children age gap thingy. It don't bother me however. Cause I do not want baby. Not assertively reject the ideal of baby but I am completely fine without one :)

Children you take care of them when they are small and expect them to in return take care of us when you are old. But now, who still care about their parent? Many ended up in the old folk. People are getting heartless. Assuming raising a children cost 100k. I see why not spent them with your partner to go travelling? Not bad right? Some more having a baby meaning diverting your attention away from your partner. Getting tired and importantly I hate children. By the way living in old folk is not a bad idea really. I would retired if my wife and go play around with other old folk while having people to take care of your needs. There are so many recreational activities in the home.

Do you agree with me???

Hugo boss after 10 years

Finally after 10 years, i get the favourite perfume of all time. I remember Eileen gave me one 50ml when i was like 19? Probably.

And funny that out of all the senses of our body, scent is the senses that our brain retain for the longest. And make a guess which one is the shortest?? Yes you are right! Sight is the shortest sense that our brain can remember. That is why sub consciously we had to read out the telephone number out loud because hearing is a longer sense than sight so we always use our hearing to help us remember the sight of the telephone numbers :)

So now, rather have to nicer smell and sexier voice because people will remember you longer using their scent and hearing. Now who say you have to dress to impress?

I will be dressing up and put on my favourite perfume to go turn on some ladies tonight.

P/s: remember to store your perfume away from heat source and store your perfume inside a closure to make it last longer without turning.

Mixed congee

It's sometime a mixed congee that brighten your day. It's sometime a tidying of room that touches the softness part of our heart. It doesn't have to to luxurious and complicated. Its the simple things.

Digestive 真好吃

I am addicted to digestive biscuit. Dip dip into 2 in 1 white coffee. And thats one meal. I ate it breakfast, lunch and dinner today.

Was planning to go out to relief from my stressful work but then laziness got into me and end up 百里 and 谁能 the whole day. Now jackson just tag fb me the show i watched before jn shen zhen 爱情保卫战. I think i will keep watching through the night.

Another sunday wasted -_-" still talking about success...

BUYINCASE is borned

BUYINCASE first time ever, revealing the back stage renovation and completion stage.

First its the sourcing of location, preferably with good human traffic, hence we decided on beside the 4D!

Second, do a wall floor renovation to lift up the shop brightly and clean. Move in all necessary furniture. 

Fill up shop with food and mobile phone!!

Next have to create a point of interest, led up with leon light for the excitement. 

Extend the product outside for shy customer

Be sure to keep within the yellow box

Last but not least, get the best service orientated saleman and you are good to go. 

These pictures spoke a thousand words and I had made it seem so easy. :)

Click for redhill outlet (Closed)

Click for bukit merah outlet

11.11.12

I am feeling lousy recently. And now I am heart broken. I don't know how to put them in words but I can't bare to let go. However, I am grate that both of us is as happy as being separated which made me a wit bit grateful about that. Sometime its not about me and also not about you. That's that. Not suitable at the time of event, either me too old for that or she too young for it.

However, nutshell she is still a very nice lady. Good heart and simple. She should deserve someone better and she entitled more care and concern where others are able to provide. I should not strip her the chance to make mistake, to play, to mingle and to growth.

Me. I don't deserve anyone. "I don't play well with others" - Fear T shirt.

Destination or Journey?

I am exhausted. I am not as motivated as a few years ago. Life is so difficult and I am still not buckling up to face the world with relentless assault.

Sometime I ask myself. How to define success in life. I came across one old saying which I think still stand true. "Success is about the ability to do what you really want to do". Question is what do I want to do in life?

I was convinced that life was not about being successful but more about the experience you pick up in between journey. Sometime I think that life purpose is not all about taking but its about able to give. Money that you can earn to the point more than you need, you will still lose motivation all together.

But on the other hand, optimism and euphemism normally is the trait of loser. Sometime we had been lenient to our own life standard and when challenge came in front of us, we convince ourselves that we could live for something less.

I still wonder what is the true meaning of happiness and does success being one of the element? And then how to define successful in life. This might be a life long journey seeking the answer.

Wendy baconator burger

This week is all about watch hell's kitchen about 4 complete season.

Went out for basketball session and ending with 2 full meal upsize from Wendy's burger. Very nice.

KL trip

I haven't been blogging for so long, I almost forgotten my log in password. Phew... how long had I been gone? Now where do I start. See, I quitted Sembcorp, the company that had sponsored me my study. With gratitude but blessed that I am gone, for good. I commit to myself never to wear shirt and pants to work now. And yes, I am now comfortably dressed in my T-shirt, 3/4 pants and slippers to work. Ya I know, I do not have professionalism.

Family update now. Parent is going through the divorce and my dad is refusing to sign the fucking paper unless he is being given 50% share on the HDB flat which he did not even contributed in mortgage. My mum is responsible for the payment through CPF, he has the cheek to rip my mother's effort. Cold hard cash leh. Gold price on the rise and I lost my bag of gold in my house. I estimate that it worth at least a 8k now. Its gone and the culprit still on the wild. I really should not have let my guard down despite he had been gone for 6 months. The day he was back, goes my gold. Bravo. stupid me.

Mum got retrenched from her company and I had convinced her to run her shop as a mobile phone dealer. With absolute zero background and knowledge, she is receiving healthy profit first month into the business. Blessing here. See the nicely decorated shop in blue ocean theme.

See her big smile on the face. Priceless. On my to do list is to buy her a business and run her free time at shop managing the business, this is the closest I can get now. At least I am the one who help her set it up running.

For my business "BUYINCASE" its not doing too good. Due to poor location and lack for proper management. We are planning something ahead and I am confident to being it back to a shiny state of gold dropping tree. Not so good news, our branding website had been taken down due to similarity of another company named "INCASE" and they had patented the trademark. We had our reason and I am ready to fight and justify my case however due to lack of capital to engage legal assistant, I gave up the domain to them. 

Now I need a new company name, any idea??

Travelling oversea. Not so much except for one recent "NOT SO EXCITING" trip to KL. Some picture for the days before i close this entry. Enjoy.