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Music Hertiage

Tonight I rushed a few pub. With Zhen Hao, Jin Yian, Shu Hao and Yiwei. We went to MH first then go to 80s then go back to MH after meeting Zhen Hao 'Piao Jie'. His piao jie is quite beautiful. We took one picture so you can take a look below. And I know this 2 waitress at the pub, by the name of Rebecca and Chantal.


'Life is not the number of breath you took, it's the moment that took your breath away'.
Wah, what a great weekend. I never work out since I ORD. Yesterday went to east coast blading. We bladed for 2 hour first and then another hour after Ah Liang joined us. The price of the two shop is different. The second one is much cheaper and better. The shop name is Inline. In case I forget. $7 for 2 hour before 6pm and free sock and equiment. No wonder for the first 2 hours I have been blading real slow because the blade suck loh. People kick softly and they can go so far but I have to kick so hard. Made my angle aches. But for the last hour at the other shop was better. I mean the blade. So smooth.

I like this kinda life. Sweat out during the weekend and not wasting money on beer at pub. Hope that will be more opportunity to go and blade somemore. Will update again if next week I have the chance to go again.
What is wrong with riding a not so cool bike? I take pride in my HONDA WAVE.. A particular night, after work from Cash Studio.. Me and my colleague went down to take our transport home. I told one of them that I don't take cab because I ride a motor. So that night, they ask me to show them my bike. They ask me to ride out to let them see. I told them it is parked just around that corner, they can just walk over to take a look. That time was 5am in the morning so that's only 2 bike at the parking lots. Another class 2 bike other then mine. When I walk over to the class 2 bike, they say "Whao!" As if they thought that was the one I was riding. I had to walk past that bike to get mine cause mine is parked further from it. When I got to mine, they say "Chey!". What is hell wrong with riding a wave? They started to make fun of me and my precious. Bike to me only act as a transport and not something I am glory of. They are so dangerous on road. So what is so cool to ride a faster and bigger bike? They just send you to hell faster. Youngster have this concept of wild and dangerous which I don't understand. At least I got my transport, but where is their? They still taking cab. "Chey"...

Most of my friend see my mother as a very friendly person. Most of them will ask how's my mother when they see me. I am really worry about her. She work so hard for us. But she smoke too much and doesn't drink water at all. I mean never. I never see her drink plain water for as long as I can remember. She only drink soft drink and coffee. She even take her medicine with coffee. This is not healthy loh. Recently she bleed when passing motion. For a couple of time. She went to see doctor already. I hope and pray it is nothing serious.. Really hope she can drink more water and quit smoking. But I don't think so she will do it. I just hope she will stay healthy. Mummy, I love you...

Cash Studio

Never work under a lady boss. I heard people saying this. I didn't realize how true it was, until today. After quitting Blazing Telecom after a management dispute. I found another job in Apollo Center. Working as a "waiter" in the KTV. They underpay me for $4.50 per hour, which I already earned $6 per hour 7 years ago. I have to do the duty of washing cups and house keeping. Not mentioning that they don't provide transport even we work till 5am in the morning, and they even had no meal allowance when doing afternoon shift.

Working in this kinda environment was bad enough and make things worst, I am working with fark up colleague. After two weeks of working. I met this girl, one year older than me. Okie, appearance wise is 7/10. Intially, I was excited to work with a good looking girl and she was maybe 4 month senior than me. I started to break the ice and saying her on what she was doing. She replied me in one word reply or reciprocated the question at me. Okie, I got the message that she wasn't interested in me and like me to leave her alone. So I did.

I started to observe that she was acting like she owned the whole place and I am not going to mess it up. She is hyper actively involved in what she was doing. Trying to impress me by "she knows it all" attitude. She started to correct me on my slightest mistake and trying to re-explain on all the house rules to me. (which I already know, come on, I have been working for 2 weeks already) Not to interrupt her, I just stare at her blankly and hope she read my message that I know it already. Maybe she had low EQ to realize it, and keep going on and on.

I just thought, okie.. Different people, different style. So I just try to stand further from her and hope that she will not pick on me again. Later that night, she ordered me to inform that one of the room is ending at 10pm.. So normal I will start to see the room for last song maybe 2 minute before 10pm. This is my practice as if the customer is particular about timing at least when I say times up, they will have no excuse saying that the time is still not up. I stand around at around 9.51pm. She walked over and say "Gary, I don't know that you can see the room from where you are standing" Very sarcastic right. I was so blown of that I felt like cumming on her face.
She doesn't even let touch counter stuff, even she is very busy. She would say that my duties is to serve customer and counter stuff don't need me to worry. Wah lan, haven she heard of the word. "Initiative".

Why is she bossy. And not only bossy. She is the typical "hu lan pah" type. When the captain is around, she would sound like a pussy cat and stick to the captain like cats like to do to peoples legs when they wants food. Meow... She act so hard working like she wants to work her way to IC, or manager post. Common la, this kinda job. I let you become CEO you also don't wanna give a shit. Macdonale pays better loh. This should be the last post that I commend on this job because I will quit real soon.
O level results were finally released. I was overwhelmed that I passed all the subject. I wasn't sure if I could make it for English and Account. It was just relieved that I could make it. Although, I think I could do better.
I was aiming for Eng=C6, Chin=A2, Math=A1, Sci=A2, Acc=A2. Making my aggregate a total of 13. But my actual result is Eng=C6, Chin=B3, Math=A2, Sci=A1, Acc=B3. Aggregate of only 15. Not bad still.
So whats next. Polytechnic of cos.. So I went down to SP and Np a couple of time this month to listen to the open house. Intially, I was thinking of taking Film, Sound and Media in Ngee Ann. Not long before my cousin convicted me that Media Study doesn't really have any prospect in Singapore. He highlighted that photograph and video editing you boundary of expertise. Anyone who have the talent may do well in this industries. I doesn't really need to go study at all. He suggested Accountancy.An accountant can enter any field. Or he suggest something to do with chemical. So my next visit to Ngee Ann I choose Chemical and Biomolecular Engineering.
To my dismay, I wasn't chosen for that but instead I got into my second choice. Civil and Environmental Engineering. I thought of appealing for CBE. But lecturer in CE say that if I had interest in study I will do well.And there you go. I successfully enter CE. Now I am waiting for school to open in Starting of April. This is a good start. I will continue to do my best in whatever I am doing now to prove to those who looked down on me in the past. Including my father.
After so long of nobody waiting, i am back to blogging. come to think of it, it isn't a trend that i follow blogging. i started to blog long before "xia xue" did. somehow or rather, i believe that includes her name is my post will gain me a higher chance to be searched.. Haha, but anyway i don't think that anyone will be happen to read my blog. They are not as interesting.

My main purpose to start a blog, firstly to improve my English, secondly to improve my typing and lastly to practice on my web building. Everyone is blogging now, so I guess I must also follow up the trend.

I came across a female blogger today. I hate that nowadays girl like to take photo like they are doing their port-folio and attact it to their blog. And why is it that they must always link a song to be streamed at the same time. When I visited her blog, this English song started play out on my laptop and this is irritating. Spent almost 30 sec before I found the button to pause it. Why must they change their font to the colour when to them, they feel very colour and to me, making the reading very difficult. Why must they change the mouse censor to whatever icon and making it hard to find. Do they think it is cute. I think their website sucks. They think it is fanciful, but to me it is rubbish.

Why do men have to put up all this nonsense? Why do pretty girl just bitch around? I started to be disgusted by this kinda girl. They thought they are pretty and can get everything in their way. The fact that men is 'fan jian' la. They them self wants to throw myself into the girl, making them feel so superior. The more I criticize them the more I feel interior. Hai~

To my dear loved Eileen.. I love you












Eileen, you are still remember somewhere in my heart. You really changes me and teaches me a lot. Although you are not here with me anymore. But I once loved you and I still miss you now. I still love you.

Pai pai ah gong

today leh.. i went to mandai there to "shao mu".. clean up ah gong 'mu'.. b4 that father, gu gu and me we go buy those joss stick lah, "hell money" lah and blar blar blar.. then after which we set off the the place liao.. there not too much ppl compare to last time i went there. we sreach for a while b4 we found ah gong.. my father clean the place and pour coffee and put a 'bao' for ah gong to eat. i standing there and start thinking.. if we burn all those thing will ah gong really get those money?? i think maybe bah.. then i starts to imgine that ah gong is there looking at us and miss us a lot. we take turn to talk to ah gong. i waited patienly for my turn.. while i was talking to ah gong half way i relise i was speaking chinese and english with ah gong.. he must be angry i think then i quickly tok in hokkien. i never say a lot much just tell him not to miss me and ask him to take good care of himself and look over me.. i felt crying but i dont want to do it in front of my father... i am thinking that if ah gong really watching over me and see i had been doing all this wrong thing then he must be very sad with me.. cos he doted on me the most... i really miss him..


sorry, that i had went offline for so long.. i was into antoher sweet relationship with a girl that a abandon web blogging for such a long time.. guess why i am back online?? yoz rite, i was rejected again.. leaving me nothing to do i decided to write my diary again.

valantine day, i spent it with this gal name Elaine.. intially i thought she was such a good gal that i can consider commiting my feeling towards her. (which i really did). after that time at zoo i had been calling her and asking a lot of date with her..

one day b4 valantine day

i dated her to a movie (along came polly). after which i give her the present, it was a chain with stars, and one stalk of red rose.

on valentine day

she brought Hugo Boss perfume and took the present to my house. i like the present very much.. i was thinking of buying it myself but i was relucant to part with my money. she went to my house to wait for me to change clothes. after which we together with lorjean and jian ming went to eat stream boat at bugis. later we go can cafe drink coffee and then we go Rush chiong.
Valentine at Rush
we ordered a martel, two jug beer and one vooka rebina. we are all drunk. jian ming took lorjean home and i sent Elaine home. on the way i hold her hand and she allowed me to do so.. i was so happy and she tokd me that we could maybe try to be together. i was on cloud nine so i don't want to go home.. i sent her back home and decided to slp below her flat and wait for her..
the day after valantine day
i woke up feeling left side of my skull numped. jian ming took my to Singapore General Hosiptial to check my head. Elaine same visit me after she knew about it. i was so touch that she came to visit me. but on the same day, she told me she was lost as if she had regret wat she told me yesterday night. she say it could be better if she and me were to stay as friend again.
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recently, i have been catching up with my secondary school friends. it was because most of my good friends in army was having a life of their own and seems to forget about me liao. i have been hanging out with Jian Ming all this while.. He changed a lot liao, especially his connection with ppl. his connection was quite wide. after so long i have a lot of story to share but i decided to bring out one as it would be too long to write all down.

Elaine

i know this girl through Jian Ming recent GF, Lorjean. i had seen them b4 one time at Rush while i was with Jian Ming. dun know why jian ming and lorjean had became an item, since then jian ming had introduce elaine to me. elaine was a funny girl. she and lorjean is such a good friend that she will listen to wat ever she says. even sometime if lorjean ask her not to go out with this guy, even thought she like this guy she would stay a distance with him.. today jian ming, lorjean, elaine and me bring a 4 year old girl, carine to the zoo. it was a very fun outing. at first carine was shy towards me and jian ming. she would dare to tok to us. later she seems to like jian ming a lot and stay close to us and play. we took her to ride horse, play swing and see-saw. she was so cute and we had her taken down in jian ming video cam. it will not be long b4 i post this clip onto my web.. i will keep you all update.

toking about elaine, she doesn't have a good impression on me.. that had to bring the story back when i and her meet in Rush. nvm, let not bring out that story again. i was unsucessful of changing her impression on me.. we seem so far away when we went to zoo today.. jian ming how??? help me leh.. aiya i also dun know what to write liao lah.. sian.. update again next time cos i now buzy with my offline life lah..........