You were there for me

Very sad, it had ended. Sometime alone, i think about the past, where it begin. Bittersweet. I will never forget where it had all begin. I just want to remind myself of how it end. I cannot remember where it side traced, when? How? And why?

It just went bad. To a point where no matter how i try, it just cant go back to the path where we had begun. I can only tell myself to move on.

I remember your smell. I remember your cuddle and i will always remember how you had once love, care and concern about me.

Life will never be the same as if we had been together. The choice is made, the path had diverse and the fate had been pre destinated. I can't change how you had became but you can't change how you once was in the past. My girl. Once my girl. You will always have a place in my heart when no one can take you away. Love you once and always. May god bless you in everything. I will overcome. Time will heal.

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剩男28

As i am sitting at meiling coffee shop having 排骨饭加两粒蛋 by myself, the breeze was extremely chilling tonight. Finally i have some time sitting down, slow down and think.

Just watched the razor tv, the date loft, seeing the glamorous lady, an ex-pageant had been hunting very long for her happiness. She is coming to her late twenties. (28) Still so picky. Ya la. Its her whole life of happiness at stake. Cannot fault her for being careful right.

For girls, 25-27 you are yet to marry you are call 剩女. 28-32 you are middle class sheng called 剩斗士. From 32-36 you are dangerous already. They call you the high class sheng, 斗战剩佛 and  36 onward, the special class 齐天大剩 belong to you.

Sometime its wise to be cautious when choosing the right one. But don't be overly picky. That isn't the best one out there, only the most suitable one. Many a time, when finally u lose someone away and you will see it from her next relationship that you actually think why you didn't seize the chance and let it slip away.


分离其实比相遇容易。
相遇是十几亿人中的一次机遇，
分离是两个人的一次决定。
人总是这个样子的，
在伤心的时候要一个肩膀就够了，
可是在开心的时候却想拥抱全世界，
其实时间永远是悄悄地就偷走了你眼前的珍贵。
生命经不起等待，爱情也经不起错过。
我觉得财富和地位都不那么重要，
我要的爱情是永恒和绝对的忠诚，
你若不离不弃，我必生死相随。

2012 resolution & wishlist

The last day of 2011, and its time to set my resolution for the up coming year :)

Let's do a recap of the past 2 years and see what I did manage to achieve and what are the things that need catching up:

2009
comestically make over : Attempted in poly time, now revert back to old self
get grades enough for me to enter uni: Achieved the grade, (very good job)
quit smoking: Attempt a few time, quitted twice, once with Liwen and the other time in Bendigo
treasure the most important person in my live: Still didn't change much
socially more confidence and out going: Bad to worst
overcome stage fright: Joined Toastmaster and host Lilian's wedding dinner :)

2010 wishlist
Renovate my room: Not done
Buy a good bed frame and matress: Achieved
Second hand espresso machine: Achieved
Ceiling fan in room: Not done
Optional game console: Achieved
Nexus one mobile phone: No comment cause its optional

2011 no resolution

I reckon that I didn't follow much to my new year resolution but did manage to obtain quite a number on my wishlist. In my poly time, i was quite productive and achiever. After i start working, things completely changed. I felt I lost all my mojo, live is such boring and mundane. Nevertheless, setting resolution had became a routine so here it goes.

2012 resolution
Manage the admin renovation completely:
Joint venture into handphone counter before July:
Buyincase.com achieve 5k profit this year
Ebay shop need to set up properly:
Go dinner with colleague more often:
Treasure the most important person in my life and be more patience
Complete competent communicator project 10

Neo V camera and video sample : Break for lunch

Hi people. I will show case my new purchased phone Xperia Neo V's photo and video quality. However as this is my blog, I will not be writing the review so you have to take judgement for yourself:

New purchase: Curve 8520 :) (Macro mode with flash)

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Macro without flash

Recently heavy involved in the admin building renovation. Hmmm, technically I am the ID for this project :) First time working as a execution for project, super prefer this over engineering department. If I was here at the very first place, I might not have made up my mind to switch you know. Too bad.

Auto mode with flash

My humble little workstation, lappie.

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Enjoyed myself at work most of the time, especially lunch time going out with all the old man and debate on pressing issue of Gen Y kids.

Video on auto mode

Recently just rained a lot

Game "Werewolf" at Batam Harris

Over the weekend when for a getaway at Batam with Hippocampus. I thought its was going to bore me to hell, turn out it was pretty fun. Probably again, those are all youngster and undergrad, by right should be more happening.

I reached on time while many other was late, there is problem at confirming the ticket as the queue was quite long. End up we missed the 840am ferry and had to take the 1015am one. Hence we lost the whole tour package itinerary. 

 Checked in to Harris and spent the day at Nagoya. Dinner at one of the street store and end up we the 18 pax made a bunch of orders.

if there is a right timing, its now

Everytime I tell my mum about my intention to venture into business, she never fails to pour an icy cold bucket of water down my head.

She will then list down a series of example how many of the people she knew failed in business, including the joint venture with my father year ago. Reassuring me that its very hard or impossible indeed to be sucessful. All the uncertainities, insecurity, time and efforts to be put in etc etc. She encourage me to stay one more year. People always waiting for the right timing to move. There is no right timing for me. Right time to do it, is to do it now.

But thanks for all of the people who puts me down and questioning my abilities. As a kid with rebellious nature, the more opposition voice I garner just add fuel to my passionate flame within my inner soul. Just like Naruto, the nine tail beast had been seal into my soul since young, and ready to offer me the unmatchable strength upon request.

Even geomancer said my life weights 3.7 ounce heavier, ie, they thought I just might not be fated to venture business but hell with it. I am going to try anyway, if I fail, I will borrow money from bank and retry. They say if you are still alive, you can always back trace your life. I had made a couple of wrong turns in life and while I still do not have much commitment, I can still afford to persue my dream and passions. Bup not for very long, I need to settle.

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Just when I thought admin building renovation is easy. Problems started to surface. I am bless with 3 on going project to keep my working hours occupied. On the weekend moon lighting with YS. As and when do some trading. My life is so full of myself right now. Oh ya, still that is toast master club and the SDN. Might wanna go join the party on 16th Dec :)

Batam trip soon, then follow by shen zhen trip and thailand trip. Or and Naruto and survivor and 百里挑一。good job, gary.

Probably going 东门 this week and hope can go skating on weekend.

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Really neglected the blog for like the pass one year. I felt miserable for failing to update my blog, which were once like a commitment I did weekly. Blame it on my work, nothing really interesting to blog nowaday. My phone had not been taking picture like they did last time. Actually my phone didn't take any photo at all.

I want to change another way of blogging. Don't want to post food and place anymore. Now I want it to be thoughts provoking entries.

Okie, update for my life. For past 3 months, I had been working hard at work, explored the option of entrepreneur with a join venture. Failed. Now trying to clear stock with buddy's help. Set up an online store.  Watch 百里挑一， 谁能，survivor season 23. Oh btw, I hope ozzy can win one time this round. Coach, suck balls.   

This 2 got together today, which I think is very fake. Don't know why. I think the guy is lame.

Toast Master Project 2: Organising your speech

I thought I am able to pull off the prepared speech unprepared. I was assuming I could flow out my presentation impromptu for project 2. Seem I had overestimated. In reality, my content flew left right center, all over the shop. Got myself a recorder standing of 36 false filler for the evening. I was so engrossed in my thoughts I didn't realise my time had exceed 7 minutes, and I was still carried on and on. Until the 3 repeated bells then I realised that I exceed the allowable timing by 1:42s.

Nevertheless, I am grate I went through, although I had to redo project 2. Thanks Sam, my mentor for the motivation. He's my role model sia, within 1 year already managed to attain ACB. Thanks Peter Lee was the motivational speech on "just do it", thanks Jimmy on the "pursue of happiness" that taught me the moment of life is to have fun at that moment, "Why So Serious".

If anyone interested to see my unfinished speech, that I brought up to stage on my Samsung I9000 screen:

Are they for real. It looks so easy.

Take a look at Richard, not being mean or anything, but kissing a girl like this. You must be kidding. Anyway, Richard happens to be my favorite geek for "Beauty and the Geek" Season 1. Oh, just so happen that I love Mindi too :) Her beauty isn't just skin deep, beyond her skin she is quite intellectual and composed. Is this world fair? Is smart and beautiful even legal together?

I am totally hook onto reality TV. Those who know me, knew. Survivor, Hell Kitchen, Amazing Race, Fear Factor, Beauty and the Geek. I mean my point is I am really into reality TV. So what so compelling for me to RTV. Okie. Just like what you can't get in your own reality, you would like to see others have it in their reality. So that it reminds us, life is not so damn hopeless. When I can point my finger at someone and say: "See, Richard that freak gets to make out with Mindi. So why not me?"

These little hopes keep life burning.