Crave for cruddling

Sometime i just crave of a soulmate being side by side of me watching favorite movie together. Crudling on the crouch in all sort of funny position. As long as both is comfy. It could be she laying on my stomach or could be legs just tangling over my shoulder. Just like a kitten cuddling with its mother and need not be sexual or intimate. Just be there. 

It could be just making and preparing food for each other. I could make her a cafe while she can prepare a sandwich. Simple and basic but it can be so touching. 

Why can't i just find you. I know i know. We are both still looking out for each other. You may be still in a relationship now but i know it is just for you to better love me in due time to come. 

Now it is so late already. We havent yet met. I know the time had not be right yet. Hahaha. 

Someone like is will do :)

New nric mean I am no longer twenties

20 years old I bid goodbye to my teenage.  You know the point where u decide not to read teenage magazine and start to read FHM. haha.

Now you even bid goodbye to my flamboyant night partying and really focus on my career. Not longer attracted by love, relationship etc. Felt super waste time and energy. You know. Big boy grow up liao.

It is a goodbye for an attitude. A mentality. When I am in twenties I thought love is everything. Love can overcome all obstacles. But only to realise love is only an impulse, blame it on testosterone which I am slowly but surely getting lesser and lesser.

Sha B hair style

Mum occasionally will bring in some good deal from her shop. She got a Sony E series i5 pink lappy for only $300. Yeah :) Speaking of her shop, she had done a lousy time managing it. Maybe because I also do not have time to go and look after anymore, the place is like a rubbish dump, selling all sorts of over priced rubbish. Now the shop is only a pass time i think. Hard to earn big money from it.

i just cut a Sha B hair cut. The fucking aunty I told her not to go botah. No once but twice I reminded her to go "gradual" but end up the fucking ugly hair.

People actually do believe i am gay. I always thought I had the looks that no matter how girly the item is, it will still look manly kind of aura. I am not afraid to wear pink or use lady purse because I thought I can control it well. But now there are people who really fucking believe I am gay and because sister with me. Are you okie?

Now yiwei and zhenhao both came into the credit card line. So happy for both of them. with them at least i had more motivation to keep pushing cause there are friends working in the same line as me. Okie I am not getting used to typing on keyboards already. So long never really type on proper computer already. So long not been using computer.

Up and rising DSO

It is hard to be in team CT. I may be the top producing team but being newbie in this team is hard work. I believe I had pulled through. Our team 2 pillar is shadowing all the good booth. Yes. I agree that they are well deserved reason being they are consistent and super lao jiao. They are even more senior than our team manager. So when distributing good and mega booth it is of course a nature to give them the booth. Snatching booth from them is not easy. Need to be tactful and subtle.

For my first 3 months I was almost given all the lousy booth. I deserved the credit because if it were for other people they could be mentally broken. Well it prove because my team new hired had given up after 2 months due to poor results as the booth is those I had endured in my 3 months.

Although booths are lousy, I had never missed comm except a month which I gave up due to mental fatigue. By 6th month, boss finally gave me some mega to try. I never fail to rise myself above all salesperson. Regardless who. I am fearless toward most DSO except for a handful which are really really good. Of course some of them is good for some wrong reason. I admit i am not the most ethinical and professional dso out there either. A little bit of con and lie here and there. 

But surely i am rising. I am getting better booth. I even get to try jurong east branch which i always dream about going. It is just not easy to get je branch from team ct. 

Last month i missed tier 2 bonus by 14 product. I promise i am not gonna miss tier 2 this time round. I am happy with my last drawn which is a little bit over 10k. What kept me in this job is the cpf contribution. Sometime i just like to say that my cpf contribution is higher than the basic of some undergrad. 

Well. April comm sheet is out! My may sort of will be the same as april. 

And i believe my 4 citigold account should be coming in at may comm sheet add a $1200 hor ehhh. And plus $800 for 7 prestige cards challenge. 

Hor eh hor eh!!!! I am running tier 3 this month for extra $6000 bonus!!

Thanks. But before that. Let me take a selfie.....

Long lost friend

Serene is one of my buddy many years now. We knew like almost 8 years and our relationship had not been more than customer and waitress. But i knew her from lighthouse 65 when i was in the army. Then i reunite with her again at carribean during poly. Now recently i found her working at de luxy so many years now.

March month tier 2 target

Month march is tier month so I had been working super hard so long don't have the time to update my blog.  I think I had been drinking too much alcohol. One night $700, Next night $400 like that. I lost myself. I lost my iPhone 5s ($950). Still have to spend $600 to buy a LG g2. I am really really over budget. Still have to take a loan to cover my statement. I reckon I am too much.

Lucky tier month should be able to take back some comm. I am tier 1 hitting tier 2. I did 100 plus Ntb but got rejected 32. 150k loan 300 over cc. Shield rate 84%
I think regardless if I hit tier 2 I will be getting over 10k this month.  But I really want my tier 2 😩

Aftermath of my compilance to tier runner

Compilance case over and done with. Manager cover i think, which i don't know what is happening. This sega is over. Starting afresh. 

I was promised better booth since compilance incident which i think struck me hard and i get starting to wake up my fucking idea. Jan did 35 ntb desite my compilane leave of 7 days and feb did 46 ntb. Boss ask me to run tier. If i get tier 2 i get my dream coffee maker from him. Between us we stood a 100 ntb meaning march got a little catching up to do. Since 10th march i threw in 61 ntb. And now still fighting hard. Aiming tier 2 110k loan and top team challenge. 

Visan's card holder

My card holder brought today and it is a face out model. Love it!

Mimi, trang, tracy and moon all humburglang went back to vietnam already. One after another come back on different dates. Currently concentrate on working first. 

Chi meo you will be missed. Come back soon.

Partial of team CT and KT coming for new year lao yusheng. We are sitting back to back team so we kind of support each other very well. We quite close and surprisely we seldom work with each other. 

Mum and dad officially divorced. And the case which had been dragged for almost a year plus came to a disclosure where my mum was offered only 70% without maintainence. In my opinion we had lose out to my dad. Now we had to finance the 30% part share back for my father. I most likely gonna exhaust my first HDB loan chance to co owner with my mum at meiling. Don't have to think so much about singaporean only can utilise 2 time loan from HDB. I reckon i will not be staying in HDB in the future. I gonna run out of sg infinitely. 

Da la. Checklist ticked. 

Compliance caught up with my non compilance

You know there is this chinese saying; 出来混的迟早都是要还的。if you like to challenge the law, one day it is going to catch up with you. Today tanjong pagar booth, my favorite because i can do many there. I think i did around 7 ntb and 3 add on casa all dabao. 

Around 6:30pm, i was hungry and went out for lunch with my bag. Inside all the dabao applications. When i was back 20minutes later, i saw a lady in the booth thinking she is a walk in customer so i put my bag inside the booth. 

Never thought she is from compliance department doing spot check on sales man compliance. Of course, keeping app is an immediate termination offend. Well i was lucky enough to bring my bag out for dinner but you see, just like when i was caught of drink driving, i caught up with the right timing meeting the hand of justice face to face. Yup. It is so lucky and so unlucky. 

So yup all my effort from 11am to 7pm is gone. I was suppose to fight till 10pm and want to get 10ntb today. And i had the confident and motivation to do it. Then suddenly i just feel like going home. 

I want to sleep. Take a long rest to recover my so many days of hard work. 

塞翁失马焉知非福

Ho chi minh day 5

Went to some tourist attraction, independent palace i only walk 15 minutes i sian already. Nothing to see. Just think this tank worth sharing. If you plan to go HCM i say you can almost just skid palace and go war museum straight. 

War museum on ther other hand is very much graphic and gore. More story behind the vietnam war between US. It is a propagada place and show one loop sided suffering in vietnam during the war. It is more interesting to me. 

They mock up the holding cell where the US imprison the vietnamese people and show you how cruel US had tortured the vietanese people. 

More galleries about amputee, no eyes, injuries of soldiers. 

Then a section on the aftermath of using orange on vietnam which is a kind of deadly chemical warfare which cause abnormal to many many generation down. Up till date there is still a lot of familes being affected by abnormal birth due to residue pass down from other generations. It is known as the deadliest chemical being discoved by mankind. 

Many photos on the defect birth from agent orange. 

The weapon section displayed what the US use during the vietnam war. So happen to chance upon these 2 weapons that i was being trained in SAF. the M16 and mortar. Almost 8 years when i last saw these weapon already. 

At night go back district 1 to have my bbq dinner da bao back to hotel and eat. 

The prawn is bigger than my ipad mini. WTF right. 

So day 6 will be going back to singapore. Finally. Travelling alone is HCM is not as fun as with company. 

Got myself 2kg of coffee powder and hao hao noodle and see you back in Singapore. Oh i didnt manage to try my snake meal this visit. Wasted. Nvm. I will come back again sometime. 

Ho chi minh day 4

I fell sick i think it is the food. Run toilet many times and fever so basically i slept in hotel for the whole day till 9pm. Whole day gone. Met up with ali and her sister they bring me to a restrauant to eat. Thats all. 

Oh ya. Also visit the very boring night market. 

Back in hotel watch ipad and tv. Happen to see tyna on vietnamese music video channel. So funny.