我们相爱吧

Looks like I can't chase a women. I am ashamed to say that I didn't manage to woe the girl I like in my life time. So sad to say that. There is 2 persons that I really put in heart and soul. I always thought that you have to give love to receive love. However when I give love, I got friend zoned. Always!!!

Throw back to age 19, when I met Karen at L****house. She is the first lady I chase in my life. Some of the memory and stuff that happen at that moment is still vivid in my mind. I remember that time when we watched MVP qing ren and the song grew on me.

I know I looked noob when I was 19. And that time my best army friends also like Karen so we both chase together. I reckon that time was I was too passive. Didn't take enough initiative and now of cause she is happily married and I am happy for her. She is my first regret which I cannot become couple no matter how hard I tried.

So as time goes by, I think I need to be more aggressive, more straight forward and honest. Does it work this time round? 

No!! After like 12 years till now I met with someone whom I throw heart and soul again. I was friend zoned. Again.

Let go into commercial first and enjoy the "噢爸什么都可以" song. This is the variety show that we had enjoyed watching together. Albeit half together half watch alone. In the video is 崔始源 also named "O Ba" whom is a rich, tall, built, handsome and gentleman kind of person, of cause whatever also can lah.

越过妳划的线，我定了勇气 的终点
妳说我不该不该， 不该在这时候说了我爱妳
要怎么证明我没有说谎的力气 ，哦 请告诉我
暂停算不算放弃 我只有一天的回忆

If given so handsome I everything also can. I summarized my failure this time. I was too open and honest already. I exposed all my weakness and flaws very openly and that will be people who cannot accept. Albeit I still think that what happened in the past cannot determine a person character.

I was also too aggressive. I reveal my affection too early. But I didn't know that thru my previous failure of being too passive with karen, this case of mine is just not the opposite, I should let it, 顺其自然，顺水推舟，水到渠成。

Being ugly looking also make everything slightly more difficult. You know when you are cuter, all the 择偶其实都是过眼云烟。I should be more aware to my appearance.

Last but not least, lets watch the 主题曲 我们相爱吧。This song will definitely remind my failed love attempt. 

32 Birthday at Johor

Today is my birthday and I took 4 day leave from work, i had the whole day today with PL. We had not been going out too often, I think we had only went out twice including today in the morning for a whole day event. First time was where we go to east coast to picnic.

Today we had an itinerary planned out at Johor, we going in at around noon time and go and had our lunch at Jalan Segget. Which supposed to be Ya Hua gui teow was they had closed early due to sold out. We end up having lunch at Huang Di Ya just beside.

After lunch we moved to Holiday Plaza to window shop so knock off and pirated CDs. A lot of handphone casing so we both had our handphone skin and metal bumper. I got myself a couple of Blue Ray and Mac video editing software.

Sept birthday sprees

This month is my birthday month and i gave myself lots of reason to go on a spree. Best buy of the month G Steel series G shock. Though priced at $320 after discount, this AP look alike is a head turner. I didnt short of comment and compliment how great it looks. Its one of the buy which i will garner value over time the most. Note that this watch run in solar and internal battery, if you are not wearing the watch just leave it on the table top to recharge and it will conserve internal battery :)

PS4 is on my list and i brought it this month when i didnt win first in casa challenge. I was awarded ipad mini2 instead. I sold the ipad asap and its non cellular. Brought PS4 titles, until dawn and resident evil revelation 2. Peilin join me in a 3 hour gameplay into "until dawn". Its a thriller game with butterflies effects depending on the different choices you made in the game gave u different ending. Waiting for fallout 4 and GTA 5. I hope someone can buy me this PS4 titles. $359+$60+$60 

Sold off the lousy gift. Cash back $340

I brough my shrimp aquarium with attempt to aqua landscaping. To avoid hazzle i custom make mine from the shop keeper cause i can't wait to breed my shrimps. Inbrought 7 shrimps and 2 of them is pregnanted. They gave birth 6 small shrimp after 2 weeks. Shall show off them when they grow larger. $180 poorer.   

Went to commonwealth carmart to window shop for car. Almost impulsed to buy Honda Fit 1.3. Scary. I gave a secodn thought in the end. Also looking at acyron, and honda CRz

Annual depreciation is around 12k. Really need to hold my thoughts on this kind of liability. Unless i going insurance if not, car is a no go for me while working in citi. 

VOE 2015 and outing to Attitude

This month got a chance to visit KL for VOE and we are extremely extremely bless with good luck to be allocate to KL instead of our usual Bangkok. On the 2nd day of our 

LOL to this group of people. Yi Dai is activating full battle order in Sept when the 慈禧太后 is not around. Happy hours and happy hours coming and surprise we will be over performing when we are happy - I N G.

Five star hotel 

Riggit drop to all time low now 1sgd to 3.02 riggit. When we exchanged we got the rate of 2.98. Still consider high. The whole VOE trip had got anything to do with our company is this mandatory dinner with departments head and play the ice breaker games. The rest is all about drink drank drunk. 

I do however stay indoor most of the time to take break over all the stressful works.

One particular night dunno when, i brought NPL to try her first night at Thai Disco Icon 2. Saw sheng ge they at the table, swap to Attitude out of the blue. The scenery is breath taking.

I was always the more happier one. She is a person who is very nice when being nice. We enjoyed hang out a lot and i m her BFF :( She lacks good male companion and by me being quite feminine I fit her BFF zone.  

Funny night, we had bombay sappahire and MOET. I was so drunk lah, i think we danced Salsa. Attitude is an expensive place. Enough of clubbing this month already. Pay cut!!!

Epicurean Market at MBS

Whoa 2 things I like to share with you all in this post. First one will be one of my favourite road show so far. Epicurean market at MBS where all the celebrities chief host their menu in bite size and reduced price all at one place. The hall is big and its general split into 2 session. There is one side which is the dining area almost close to 20 different restaurant had their kiosk servicing their signature dish. The other half of the hall generally is the take away session where you can take home top class ingredients and wine, cheeze and oyster!!

You know I like Gordon Ramsay and although he is not physically here, I am so excited to try out all the good stuff that he got to offer at his kiosk.

Price wise is steep, for my spending capacity, Prepare to set aside a $80 - $100 per person to even get your stomach 3/4 full. First killer is that the entry fee is $28 just to have access into the Epicurean market. So before you even start eating you are already $28 poorer. Usually for me I will not even bother to come into this place to start with.

Dickson convinced me on a quite valid point. This food you not going to try that often maybe even not at all you had the chance. I heard that one of the restaurant that he went with his GF for reservation 2 person set dinner is $700 each. This are the food that are offered on sampling at a fiction of the price and portion. Hence that could be the only time that you can try out.

Picnic experience at Pasir Ris

This month is dating month for me. I hanged out with PL for almost very alternate day from one month. It all started from a simple movie at PS. And the date invitation from me is relentless. From Movie, Cludding, Dinning, Shopping and most of the time just watching drama together.

Sushi at Ikoi

 Where is the best place to watch drama? We liked staying in the car and watch drama and eat supper together. The most outrageous meal we had on the car is sting ray, tulan soup with baked bread and bar chor mee from bedok 85. Some of the places we like to park the vehicle are not limited to kallang leisure carpark, mount faber and pearl's park at top of the hill. This is just to get serenity without much people walking around us. Nothing fishy is going on, pure entertainment on Ipad and Divoom speaker.

The outing starting to get mundane and I had brain storm to better ideas to hang out, and we wanna try picnic. This planned outing I had been preparing for like a week and slowly getting all the equipment ready and wait for a best time where are we both free from our hectic job and so happen the Jubilee celebrations. Yeah. 

Dinner treat from PL at san pan liang sheng

Supper at Ye Shang Hai Porrige

蒙面歌王 at Pearl's Hill park

 Got my tent, picnic basket, wine, glass, choco fondue, tidbits and we booked our camping site at pasir ris park. We had an kite making bet which I am suppose to create a kite that can fly. Interesting so on the holiday we travel from bedok to jurong big box and Imm to get all the material to create my kite.

We depart at 2pm and by the time we got all the stuff ready and we are almost till dinner time, she treated me at "san pan liang sheng" (三螽两件). We went to west coast to recce and then decide to camp at Pasir Ris. By the time we reach is already 10pm and its not conducive to fly kite anymore. The tent took minimum effort to set up but the weather is so hot and humid I got sweaty really quick. We do our kite chop chop and she commented that my kite building suck so she allows me to increase my ante of the bet. There is no wind for my kite to set up so the kite failed terribly. But I had not given up, I consider I haven start testing the kite. The date of flying will be postphone to a time where we can be at marina barrage on a afternoon. We also bought fishing rod from diso for freaking $2. Wanted to do shore fishing at a jetty but too many activities I had to postphone it to later date.

Recce at West coast for camping site

2 men tent with picnic basket

End up we went into the tent to watch some show and lay around. Its too hot and I think we stayed for like 2 hours and decided to go back to car watch better. Haha. Nice try although all kinds of fail but I still enjoy unique experience of doing new things together.

Fishing and Kite flying is on the wishlist. Need more preparation. Meanwhile we finished my first picnic of my life. Not very enjoyable but we got more experience in the future like taking our own BBQ tray which uses not more than disposable trays. This will come useful next time when we had another outing.

我们相爱吧 inside tent eating all kinds of junk food

Meanwhile I will be focusing to modify my kite to the actual flying day. I will post my kite when I success fly my kite into the sky. Looking forwards.  

Sales Rally 2015

It's jubilee SG50 celebration where we got 4 days off from work. It could be the one and only time in my career that we will be enjoying free 4 days off work. Thanks and that will be the only reason I am appreciative towards SG50.

Last week we had our Sales Rally again happening twice this year. I remember my previous 2 times was at Shanghai Dolly and this time round we were hosted at Neverland 2.

This year theme is "all black" when some new faces joining us and leaving of a veteran. For the comparison I want to show you how we look from previous 2 rally and the people who had left and joined us.

Flashing back:

Feb 15 Sales Rally Theme "Hawaii"

Jul 14 Sales Rally Theme "Glamous"

A lot had been changed in our team landscape and major shift of power when 2 of our pillar leaves us. I had growth a lot and many things happened where it too much for me to write them in a post. I remember last time I told people I am the toothpick of our team.

Twice in my previous post feb 2015 and jul 2014 I had mentioned that I looked up to the awards winner and inspired to be one of them which at that point of time I didn't know that I had the capacity to do it.

It really caught me by surprise when they announced that I had been choosen at TOP DSO number 3 and need to receive award on stage, I was not pre informed so I got caught off guard.

At the same time after, where we had the 4 category of top NTB, RC, Casa and Loan. I managed to acquire 3 of 4 in the category to receive award on stage, I am extremely proud of myself for the hard works and the opportunity given by boss. Its not easy really and I did it!! 

I am humble to get awarded but at the same time proud of myself. I had growth more confident that you can be best at anything when we put in effort in it. Anything is possible now :)

Before I sign off this post, just share some other teams group photo :)

Last but not least a photo of our appreciation day

Escape game at lost.sg bid Eileen farewell

For the longest time. I had the time to write a blog post. Sometime i just lack in content because my life now is so repeatative. For the longest time that the citibank giving us official off day due to SG50. Credit goes to Amos Yee and Opposition party. 

Today boss invited us for lunch and escape room activities. 

And this is a full group photo as of aug 2015. Everytime We took group photo, there are ppl resigning and new hirer coming in. This is also to bid eileen off  as she future to become a trainer. 

We went to lost.sg to play our escape game and by going to peace center and the amount of ppl playing i did not place a high hope that the game is interesting. I was wrong. It turns out rather positive and i love the game. 

 The one we choose is "alcatraz" where the theme is about 3 inmate escaping from an island which prove to be un escapable. I was bored by the theme initially but end up i enjoyed the game. We did not manage to escape in an hour, but because the next grp not here so we had an extension of 20 mins which lets us finish the whole game and escape successfully. We had an nondisclosure agreement and i shall not give spoilers to spoil the game. 

Nice. At last something worst sharing on my dairy.