I am bad tempered - towards my mum
I feel that my impatient is getting a bit our of hand. I really have a low threshold for people ask me question which I think it is redundant. Although, on the actual fact, I also sometime I ask those stupid question to other people. It seem that, maybe I can't really control my emotion or think positively about those questions.
Example, my mum just came in my room while I was studying Geotech. She asking me, to send mp3 to her phone, I replied asking her to do it herself by bluetoothing to her phone. Then she bombard me with a lot more question like:
"why your display got voicemail? Why you had an offline shown on the screen? What is offline? Can I bluetooth while in offline mode?"
Wah, really pissed me off. So I replied with sort of Mr Teo way of ansering.
"Eh, before you ask me a question, ask yourself. Why not you physical try it out yourself before you come and ask me. That way you will learnt better."
I thought at that moment, I was speaking like Mr Teo Ee Huat. True enough, that's a better way to learnt though. But the reply was phased in a very pissed manner. If I am speaking in this manner, does it imply that I had already pissed off? I am very impatient with my mum? I sound aggogant? Although, I meant well, but the way I phase it makes people feel other wise.
I think I really need to put in some effort to change my attiude. Be it to other people outside. Somemore I am talking like this to my mother. Bad manner I think. I sometime feels that my mum had pampered me way to much and give in to me in all ways making me taking her for granted and becoming impatient myself. I cannot feel this way loh. It is a blessing that my mum treats me so so well. How can I blame her for that.
I don't know. I really always got pissed off easily by people over me. Asking questions that I though it was stupid. I should learnt to put myself in people shoes more frequently. Maybe I should learnt something like Yoga to tame my temper. Maybe I should believe in a religion.
Geotech is tough really.
Example, my mum just came in my room while I was studying Geotech. She asking me, to send mp3 to her phone, I replied asking her to do it herself by bluetoothing to her phone. Then she bombard me with a lot more question like:
"why your display got voicemail? Why you had an offline shown on the screen? What is offline? Can I bluetooth while in offline mode?"
Wah, really pissed me off. So I replied with sort of Mr Teo way of ansering.
"Eh, before you ask me a question, ask yourself. Why not you physical try it out yourself before you come and ask me. That way you will learnt better."
I thought at that moment, I was speaking like Mr Teo Ee Huat. True enough, that's a better way to learnt though. But the reply was phased in a very pissed manner. If I am speaking in this manner, does it imply that I had already pissed off? I am very impatient with my mum? I sound aggogant? Although, I meant well, but the way I phase it makes people feel other wise.
I think I really need to put in some effort to change my attiude. Be it to other people outside. Somemore I am talking like this to my mother. Bad manner I think. I sometime feels that my mum had pampered me way to much and give in to me in all ways making me taking her for granted and becoming impatient myself. I cannot feel this way loh. It is a blessing that my mum treats me so so well. How can I blame her for that.
I don't know. I really always got pissed off easily by people over me. Asking questions that I though it was stupid. I should learnt to put myself in people shoes more frequently. Maybe I should learnt something like Yoga to tame my temper. Maybe I should believe in a religion.
Geotech is tough really.
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