I am QUITTING
29th July 2009 was a memorable day.
This particular Wednesday I had my last cigarette at 3.50pm. And then I never smoke anymore. So 29th July will be either a day that I tried or actually had quit smoking. And the reason I blog it here show that I am quite determined. I putting myself in a situation where people know I will be quitting and failing to do so, makes me look like a weakling. It tantamount to telling the world that cigarette is manipulating me.
So it left me no choice but to quit for real to show you guys that I am a strong, determine and simply proving that I am in control of my life. When man is in control of myself, they will look attractive, so I will become attractive by showing that I am man enough.
Thurday night, Yanru asked me to go Coles (like cold storage), I rejected. I know I will be tempted to buy cigarette.
Friday, second day quitting... Me and Yanru went drivng to Boort to inspect a Terminal Maintenance Shaft. During lunch, while Yanru waiting for his food, I stared at the counter. Of course the place where you buy cigarette. I looked at them. Strangely I do not have any craving to smoke them.
"Smoking don't only damage your lung" I read.
I walked out, without buying any. SEE.. I fucking did it. And this morning I drew away the astray. I kept the lighter however... I also read that nicotine takes 72hours to flush out the system. I still havent break the line.
Tomorrow, I will be facing the ultimate challenge. We going to Melbourne, town, pretty girl, a lot of walking, hence the urge of smoking might come back. If I survives tomorrow, I am good. I think I can overcome the rest.
WIsh me luck. I needs them. XOXO
Oh by the way, I finished season 4 prison break. Now watching gossip girl.
XOXO means kiss, hugs, kiss, hugs...
Look it in bird eye view,
X is mouth touching each other
O is the arm rapping in a circle.
So thats where XOXO came about.
So it left me no choice but to quit for real to show you guys that I am a strong, determine and simply proving that I am in control of my life. When man is in control of myself, they will look attractive, so I will become attractive by showing that I am man enough.
Thurday night, Yanru asked me to go Coles (like cold storage), I rejected. I know I will be tempted to buy cigarette.
Friday, second day quitting... Me and Yanru went drivng to Boort to inspect a Terminal Maintenance Shaft. During lunch, while Yanru waiting for his food, I stared at the counter. Of course the place where you buy cigarette. I looked at them. Strangely I do not have any craving to smoke them.
"Smoking don't only damage your lung" I read.
I walked out, without buying any. SEE.. I fucking did it. And this morning I drew away the astray. I kept the lighter however... I also read that nicotine takes 72hours to flush out the system. I still havent break the line.
Tomorrow, I will be facing the ultimate challenge. We going to Melbourne, town, pretty girl, a lot of walking, hence the urge of smoking might come back. If I survives tomorrow, I am good. I think I can overcome the rest.
WIsh me luck. I needs them. XOXO
Oh by the way, I finished season 4 prison break. Now watching gossip girl.
XOXO means kiss, hugs, kiss, hugs...
Look it in bird eye view,
X is mouth touching each other
O is the arm rapping in a circle.
So thats where XOXO came about.
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